[ megumi isn't even interested in a romantic relationship with yuji, when he really thinks about it. no, not that he doesn't want one, it's— ]
Even if he wasn't seeing someone, it's not the right time for such things. Dating, getting into relationships, being involved that way... [ he shakes his head. ] We've gone through so much together. Hurt each other in ways we can't control.
I'm not in a good place to be that kind of person. I have to get better first, and then maybe... I don't know. I'm happy with us being friends.
[ Too bad that Yuji is with someone else; Toji is someone who is strictly monogamous. He wouldn’t want anyone to hone in on his person, so he wouldn’t hone in on someone else’s.
He scratches the edge of his brow with the clean end of his chopsticks. ]
No.
[ no.. ]
You don’t put a timeline on love. When it happens, it happens, sometimes when you least expect it or when you don’t want it to.
[ megumi looks at toji quizzically. he doesn't want to talk about the woman who was his wife, was megumi's mother, but the conversation somehow always circles back to her. he must miss her, this woman megumi has no idea about. so why...? ]
I'm not in a hurry. I don't think I want kids, anyway. But I don't have to worry about that right now. I have a lot to do when I get back.
[ get the clan in order. help his seniors re-establish the sorcerer society. scout for more teachers, more sorcerers; the past two years had culled their numbers greatly. and then, maybe. ]
[ megumi disp his hand into the shadows and, very gently, pokes toji on the back from the shadow under his shirt. ultimately, less 'look' and more 'feel', in the end. ]
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[ megumi isn't even interested in a romantic relationship with yuji, when he really thinks about it. no, not that he doesn't want one, it's— ]
Even if he wasn't seeing someone, it's not the right time for such things. Dating, getting into relationships, being involved that way... [ he shakes his head. ] We've gone through so much together. Hurt each other in ways we can't control.
I'm not in a good place to be that kind of person. I have to get better first, and then maybe... I don't know. I'm happy with us being friends.
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[ Too bad that Yuji is with someone else; Toji is someone who is strictly monogamous. He wouldn’t want anyone to hone in on his person, so he wouldn’t hone in on someone else’s.
He scratches the edge of his brow with the clean end of his chopsticks. ]
No.
[ no.. ]
You don’t put a timeline on love. When it happens, it happens, sometimes when you least expect it or when you don’t want it to.
[ as what was his case with Megumi’s mother. ]
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I'm not in a hurry. I don't think I want kids, anyway. But I don't have to worry about that right now. I have a lot to do when I get back.
[ get the clan in order. help his seniors re-establish the sorcerer society. scout for more teachers, more sorcerers; the past two years had culled their numbers greatly. and then, maybe. ]
Wanna see something cool?
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Toji leans back in his seat, not sure what to expect. ]
Alright.
Let’s see it.
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Cool, right? I learned that recently.
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You could really fuck around with people doing stuff like that. Who has been teaching you things?
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[ he's not confused about the 'fuck around with people' part; megumi's been using this technique partly for that reason, especially in a fight. ]
No one taught me. I figured it out on my own— Is this a Zen'in skill? Do you know——? I wasn't allowed in the family archives.