[ gojo satoru alluded to it too, more than once. it freaks him out more than a little, thinking over how one man he barely knew could have such an impact in who he turned out to be. ]
this is a zen'in thing then? i should blame you for this?
[ it's heat rising. it's heat in his eyes, flush high on his cheeks, overwarm in all his softest places. ]
i need you to show up and stop acting like you'll fuck me up any worse than i already am. everyone else already beat you to it, so quit the tough guy bullshit and just show up.
this isn't trying. this is you throwing money at the problem and hoping i go away.
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[ Even from what little of child Megumi he can remember, their personalities have been strikingly similar. ]
we are arguing, which is appropriate for us to do
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this is a zen'in thing then? i should blame you for this?
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we aren't them
you could
you could blame me for a lot of things, and it would probably be justified
[ There's a little typing ellipsis, like he's taking his time writing this out. ]
i don't know how to make things right with you
when i have already told you i am not someone responsible enough to be a parent
[ Hell. He can barely even take care of himself. ]
what we are doing is you are chasing me
and i am running from you
what i don't understand is why you want to be apart of it
of my life again
after the things i have done
[ .. huh. ]
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[ if this is what adulthood is like then maybe he should've just— ]
you said you'd try. that was the only thing i asked you, and you said you would.
is this you trying?
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[ not commenting on the rest of that, though.. ]
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i don't care what you say or don't say anymore. do something, or don't. i'll get the message either way.
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enjoy your ice cream
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if you're going to send me money you have gojo satoru to catch up to.
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you're ungrateful when i try to help so why should bother
right now is a perfect example of that
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[ it's heat rising. it's heat in his eyes, flush high on his cheeks, overwarm in all his softest places. ]
i need you to show up and stop acting like you'll fuck me up any worse than i already am. everyone else already beat you to it, so quit the tough guy bullshit and just show up.
this isn't trying. this is you throwing money at the problem and hoping i go away.
lord forgive me
:u
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