[ it does something to Choso, to hear his name on Toji's tongue like that, to listen to how the consonants are hissed between predator's teeth. he cannot help it, how it brings the flush to his face, burning up high in his cheeks and his ears, impossible not to feel when they lay this close.
Choso. ]
My brothers, but as long as they can pass into their next life in peace, I don't mind burning with you.
[ he's earned it, hasn't he? Sukuna's flames may have taken his body, but even they weren't enough to burn clean his soul of all his sins and mistakes. as long as Yuji could live a long life, as long as Eso and Kechizu could rest, Choso's own mortal fate could take him anywhere. anywhere at all. ]
I hold onto what I want, and I want Fushiguro Toji.
[ This is so stupid. For a moment, Toji had thought that maybe he had cornered him in some way-- put pressure on him to let go of this stupid crush he has on him, apparently. Toji never wanted to end up in this situation; he just wanted to.. be less lonely and have someone who was compatible with him sexually.
That smirk is easily replaced by a frown and he pulls himself up from their embrace, glowering down at him. Persistent. What made Choso this way? ]
What you want will eventually be your downfall.
[ Yet, he's not going to threaten Choso. He's not going to accept him or reject him. Choso knows exactly what he wants, and maybe Toji is jealous that he doesn't know anything he wants.
He slips off of the other man and out of the bed, stretching his arms and back, squeezing his shoulders together, and busying himself with getting dressed.
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Choso. ]
My brothers, but as long as they can pass into their next life in peace, I don't mind burning with you.
[ he's earned it, hasn't he? Sukuna's flames may have taken his body, but even they weren't enough to burn clean his soul of all his sins and mistakes. as long as Yuji could live a long life, as long as Eso and Kechizu could rest, Choso's own mortal fate could take him anywhere. anywhere at all. ]
I hold onto what I want, and I want Fushiguro Toji.
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That smirk is easily replaced by a frown and he pulls himself up from their embrace, glowering down at him. Persistent. What made Choso this way? ]
What you want will eventually be your downfall.
[ Yet, he's not going to threaten Choso. He's not going to accept him or reject him. Choso knows exactly what he wants, and maybe Toji is jealous that he doesn't know anything he wants.
He slips off of the other man and out of the bed, stretching his arms and back, squeezing his shoulders together, and busying himself with getting dressed.
It's like beating a dead horse. ]
I never meant for you to like me.