[ He doesn't like talking about this! But given they've gotten a little more familiar with each other here, perhaps he can bless her with some knowledge. ]
i can sense where they are, how big they are.. i don't know what they look like, but like being able to see footprints left by people, i see something
[ Toji doesn't describe what that something is, mostly because it's difficult to describe. Disturbances in particles in the air from his heightened vision is an example; what he sees sometimes changes depending on the enviroment he's in. ]
all five of my senses are sharper, but i trained hard to polish them
so the details are lost on you, but you can comprehend the outline. kind of like needing glasses? or maybe even a sight beyond what any human perceives.
[ hm, she remembers the zen'in girl now and how the school fixed her up with glasses to let her see curses. clearly she's like toji, but something is keeping her pact from fully awakening. yuki doubts he knows about her though, she wasn't even born until after he disassociated from the clan. ]
how does someone train their senses like that? did you eat a lot of spicy food, or walk around in pitch darkness?
[ marion making me pull things out of my ass..... ]
i wanted my family to see that i could be a good sorcerer even without having cursed energy
somehow i think they believed that but didn't want to admit it
anyway disabling four senses strengthened the fifth one so i made my rounds doing that not using taste, hearing, touch or smell to strengthen my vision and so forth
the clans prize the awakening and cultivation of special techniques above all else. heavenly restriction is not a technique in the most rigid definition, but for a human to trade cursed energy for a superhuman form is an incredible sign of evolution. but leave it to old men past their prime to not comprehend that. or not accept that someone like you could be as strong as someone like them.
[ essentially, if everyone could become like toji then the entire system of cursed energy would collapse in on itself. though that does remind her: naobito zen'in was among the confirmed dead in the aftermath of halloween night in shibuya. would it mean anything for him to know? would he even care? ]
[ As if he had any say so in what Heaven decided to give and take away when it comes to his fate.
Great question, though. Considering he could have probably taken all of them out and just.. never did despite the fact he carries a chip on his shoulder. ]
what's the real reason you messaged me does my situation fascinate you that much?
It does actually! I've been researching a path for humanity to break from cursed energy for a decade and you're still the best example of how that would actualize.
But aside from that, I just want to know how you're doing.
I figured your HR must be impacted by the suppression just from when we played those amusement park games. But I think you're quite special nonetheless! Cursed energy is nothing but a blight on all existence anyway.
[ He just.. is jealous and disgusted with how these special grade people get treated, where as he got nothing but exclusion and abuse, stuff he hasn't processed yet because therapy is expensive, kids. ]
you're just really annoying
[ And back then when she first proposed to study him, he had places to go.. things to do. Or, that's his excuse at least. Anyway, he's always willing to stretch the truth and lie a little if it means it heightens his prospect of getting pussy.. so there's that. ]
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i can sense where they are, how big they are.. i don't know what they look like, but like being able to see footprints left by people, i see something
[ Toji doesn't describe what that something is, mostly because it's difficult to describe. Disturbances in particles in the air from his heightened vision is an example; what he sees sometimes changes depending on the enviroment he's in. ]
all five of my senses are sharper, but i trained hard to polish them
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kind of like needing glasses? or maybe even a sight beyond what any human perceives.
[ hm, she remembers the zen'in girl now and how the school fixed her up with glasses to let her see curses. clearly she's like toji, but something is keeping her pact from fully awakening. yuki doubts he knows about her though, she wasn't even born until after he disassociated from the clan. ]
how does someone train their senses like that?
did you eat a lot of spicy food, or walk around in pitch darkness?
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i wanted my family to see that i could be a good sorcerer even without having cursed energy
somehow i think they believed that but didn't want to admit it
anyway
disabling four senses strengthened the fifth one
so i made my rounds doing that
not using taste, hearing, touch or smell to strengthen my vision
and so forth
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the clans prize the awakening and cultivation of special techniques above all else.
heavenly restriction is not a technique in the most rigid definition, but for a human to trade cursed energy for a superhuman form is an incredible sign of evolution.
but leave it to old men past their prime to not comprehend that.
or not accept that someone like you could be as strong as someone like them.
[ essentially, if everyone could become like toji then the entire system of cursed energy would collapse in on itself. though that does remind her: naobito zen'in was among the confirmed dead in the aftermath of halloween night in shibuya. would it mean anything for him to know? would he even care? ]
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[ As if he had any say so in what Heaven decided to give and take away when it comes to his fate.
Great question, though. Considering he could have probably taken all of them out and just.. never did despite the fact he carries a chip on his shoulder. ]
what's the real reason you messaged me
does my situation fascinate you that much?
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I've been researching a path for humanity to break from cursed energy for a decade and you're still the best example of how that would actualize.
But aside from that, I just want to know how you're doing.
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[ ... ]
you don't need to check up on me
i've been through hell, so whatever happens here is nothing
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and yeah I figure not much here can damage you, physically or mentally.
but doing a wellness check in never hurts.
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my senses aren't heightened
i'm not very fast
doesn't seem very fair for me to not have cursed energy or anything else
i was always told i was nothing special
time to just accept it
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But I think you're quite special nonetheless!
Cursed energy is nothing but a blight on all existence anyway.
1/2
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if you wanted to get a good, up close and personal look at my body, all you have to do is ask
[ trash. awful. throw the whole man away. ]
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You got a ways to go before you're my kind of guy.
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guess you prefer guys who aren't special like me, then
with lower stamina
endurance
performance
i'm bored so
change your mind at all and i'll show you just exactly what i'm capable of
and just how many nights in a row i'm capable of it
[ harhar ]
this is really funny when paired with the other tag you gave me lmao
Don't you hate me or something like that?
the whiplash
[ He just.. is jealous and disgusted with how these special grade people get treated, where as he got nothing but exclusion and abuse, stuff he hasn't processed yet because therapy is expensive, kids. ]
you're just really annoying
[ And back then when she first proposed to study him, he had places to go.. things to do. Or, that's his excuse at least. Anyway, he's always willing to stretch the truth and lie a little if it means it heightens his prospect of getting pussy.. so there's that. ]
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[ the nerve!! ]
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you can remain curious about my body all you want then
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You might enjoy that more.
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that would be way too satisfying for you
but i love seeing a satisfied partner
[ there’s a part of him not sure, though. Is she also weaker like he is? ]
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I really caught you in a mood huh.
Well, I'm still worn out from recent events so please be patient as I recover.
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rest up, sweetheart
[ And he'll stop replying after that. ]