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[okane]

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MONEY$HOT

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CHARACTER NAME

Toji Fushiguro

CIVILIAN NAME

Hiro Hirano / Unemployed

TEAM

Brimstone

HOUSING NUMBER

013

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Comments

[okane]

_{[ thanks for not calling him stupid?? ]}

that is a strange question to ask

[shadowban]

[ give it time then if you're so eager??? ]

i know you two are sleeping together. i don't care about that part. do you like him, or are you just using him?

[okane]

who i sleep with and why is none of your business

[shadowban]

i just said i don't care if you sleep with him. answer the actual question.

[okane]

yeah
and i just said you needing to know why i am sleeping with him is none of your business

that's what you're asking
if i like him or if i am using him

stay out of it

[shadowban]

so you're using him.

[ if he's not going to give an answer then he'll make one up, just like he did the first time. just like all the times before, too. holding patterns continue. ]

okay.

[okane]

he's using me
but alright

_{[ At least.. that's how it seems to Toji? ]}

he's the one that messages me soliciting sex
i agree, because what goes on between us is
well
it's not exactly something i think i could fulfill with anyone else
for now

not like anything you could understand

[shadowban]

you think because of my age i don't understand sexual attraction or urges? i'm sixteen. i grew up in the 13 years you've been gone.

whatever. i'll be at yuji's after this. i'll see you around.

[okane]

_{[ time to get tmi and maybe teach his nosy son to stop asking about nosy things!! ]}

he wants to be beaten and dehumanized
i get joy out of something like that
because he is a curse, he is resilient to my physical strength

[shadowban]

good for you both. have fun. i'm getting ice cream.

[ you want him to stop being nosy then fine!!! ]

[okane]

_{[ Strange kid. ]}

you're acting weird

_{[ though maybe it's kind of nice he's noticed? ]}

it isn't like you to start a conversation only to end if immediately without asking me a bunch of other questions

[shadowban]

i have my own problems to deal with, fushiguro-san. if you're tired of me then just say it. you didn't coddle me as a child, so don't start now.

[okane]

_{[ goddamn ]}

i didn't say anything like that
doesn't matter who you are, nobody needs to know about my personal life, but i decided to tell you anyway

you're being defensive for no reason

[shadowban]

you tell me i have no business even asking and you're calling me defensive? you're not even telling me because you want to, do you? you just feel obligated because of who i am to you.

this is why geto-san's wrong for once. i'm apparently more like you than even i realise. what are we doing?

[okane]

you are

_{[ Even from what little of child Megumi he can remember, their personalities have been strikingly similar. ]}

we are arguing, which is appropriate for us to do

[shadowban]

[ gojo satoru alluded to it too, more than once. it freaks him out more than a little, thinking over how one man he barely knew could have such an impact in who he turned out to be. ]

this is a zen'in thing then? i should blame you for this?

[okane]

don't compare us to them
we aren't them

you could
you could blame me for a lot of things, and it would probably be justified

_{[ There's a little typing ellipsis, like he's taking his time writing this out. ]}

i don't know how to make things right with you
when i have already told you i am not someone responsible enough to be a parent

_{[ Hell. He can barely even take care of himself. ]}

what we are doing is you are chasing me
and i am running from you
what i don't understand is why you want to be apart of it

of my life again

after the things i have done

_{[ .. huh. ]}

[shadowban]

so you're blaming me. you don't want me and you're making it my problem.

[ if this is what adulthood is like then maybe he should've just— ]

you said you'd try. that was the only thing i asked you, and you said you would.

is this you trying?

[okane]

not once have i ever said i did not want you, megumi

_{[ not commenting on the rest of that, though.. ]}

[shadowban]

[ don't think he doesn't notice. ]

i don't care what you say or don't say anymore. do something, or don't. i'll get the message either way.

[okane]

MONEY$HOT SENT K1,000.

enjoy your ice cream

[shadowban]

KON SENT K1,000.

if you're going to send me money you have gojo satoru to catch up to.

[okane]

MONEY$HOT SENT K15,000.

[shadowban]

[ this jerk— ]

KON SENT K15,000.

[okane]

everything i have ever done for you has been with what i believed in your best interest

you're ungrateful when i try to help so why should bother

right now is a perfect example of that