[ Truth be told, Toji is pretty angry at the fact that Megumi isn’t here anymore, even if they finally made closure with one another. That’s not what he wanted, to make amends with Megumi and that’s it. He wanted a second chance to be a proper father for him, and now he can’t.
So he’s a bit touchy about the subject. ]
and? what’s that supposed to mean? you want an award for trying to keep him safe?
[ the best, see, the best-worst part about impartial brain-to-text-to-brain exchanges is the sheer lack of tonal weight, so choso can only take these bits at face value. with his whole face. ]
i'm done. and i did. i considered how terrible it is to hear something like this. then i thought about how i would want to know how it happened, even if it hurt.
fushiguro megumi did not die in the crash. he just went, without fanfare.
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So he’s a bit touchy about the subject. ]
and?
what’s that supposed to mean?
you want an award for trying to keep him safe?
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there’s an award for that?
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are you through talking?
[ And maybe normally, he wouldn’t say what he says next, but he’s built some sort of odd friendship with the half curse. ]
have you considered how i might would feel about all of this?
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and i did.
i considered how terrible it is to hear something like this.
then i thought about how i would want to know how it happened, even if it hurt.
fushiguro megumi did not die in the crash.
he just went, without fanfare.
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death or disappearance
i still lost
[ Toji doesn’t elaborate on what he means by that. ]
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i'm sorry, toji
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i don't know if i'll ever make peace with myself now
[ Toji didn't really want to say something like that to someone like Choso, but it just kind of happened. ]
leave me alone